稻穗 •爱情

忘了是从哪一本书，我曾经读过此故事：

一位种稻者邀来3位年轻人到稻田摘下自己觉得最美的稻穗，三人都认为很简单，接着就各自分头去寻找最美的稻穗.
过了一会，3人都从稻田走了出来，去见种稻者。

甲的手上拿着一株稻穗，乙手上握着几棵稻穗，而丙却两手空空，什么也没得.
种稻者看了就笑笑，要他们各自说出采摘稻穗的过程.

甲说：我沿路走去，看见认为美的就摘，若在前方又出现更美的，我就把原先的给丢了，再把它摘下.
乙带笑着说：我把我认为美的全摘了下来。
丙接着说道：我一直认为前方会有更美的稻穗，结果什么也没得

种稻者听了，摇摇头，告诉他们摘稻穗就好比在情场上心理...
他对甲说道：你可以有很多伴侣，因为你喜新厌旧，常常把别人给甩了，因为你眼前总会出现你认为更好的，如果你发现原先失去的，比你遇到的更好，或许已没得挽回了....
接着对乙说：你呀，一脚踏多船，只要你认为好的，你全要.你认为这对吗？
他转头又向丙说：你一直不会珍惜眼前的事物，因为你总认为会有更好的，到头来却什么也没有，值得吗？


读了这故事，我觉得真的很贴切，也很有意思，我身边也总会出现甲乙丙三类人...
我觉得，一段爱情只有两个人，无论开始时有多戏剧化，在一起时也不是天天有新花样，但只要真，只要忠，就一定是最美满幸福的....

爱情，应该只是2人授权，若存在着另外的人，这段爱情不算真.即使在一起时花样百出，甜言蜜语，但也无权被称为真挚的爱....

一切都会改变，只要我相信

近来发生了些令我不悦的事情，虽然我知道，这全都只是微不足道的小事，但我却压抑不住自己的情绪....
我自认外表坚强，认识我的人应该都会认为我没遇上什么问题吧，即使有，我也能解决.我确实如此，即使有问题，也独自面对，解决不了，就会坏脾气上身...
但，我不容许自己放弃.即使再委屈，再心疼，再难堪，再孤独，再辛苦，再难熬... ... 只要我决定了，就会想着继续下去... ...



我相信这不是痛苦，就算是，我也会尝到苦尽甘来之味，抑或是成为站在终点的胜者！:]





-纯粹胡说八道篇，不否认存在着真感情，你应该知道哪些是我想说的吧？ :P-

oh gosh !

well. I really go moody when I came home from school just now. something unpleasant, for me happen. luckily, I got my friends @ gang that made me happy, cheerful and can't stop laughing. thanx guys. and I not regret that I go hang-out with u guys :) we are the most noisy group in the restaurant, no doubt. XD

anyway. I still wanna say that : once I did, I won't regret. and please, I do anything with a reason. I won't just keep quite and just obey with things you guys ask to do, even I disagree or that's totally unfair ! and please know that, I treat people like how they treat me. I don't hate a person that easy. so if you think that I'm not good to you, then sorry. I just treat you the way you treated me.

and, just like what I said just now, I won't regret once I did because I don't do anything without a reason that let myself to do so. If what I did let me lost something or what, I won't care. at least I be the real me.

I have to say that I'm so sorry to be such stubborn, for you guys. but anyway, this is me. I'm so sorry. and i want myself to change. I want to improve my EQ. let me myself better when doing anything, no matter I'm right or not. at least I can control my emotion. I will change, and you will see it if you still choose to give me a chance. If you don't, I don't care. I change for myself, not only for you guys :D

Life goes on, I won't stop and fall because of you guys, or those words from you .
Tomorrow, will be fine ;')

yayy yayy

fuhh... it has been a long period of time I did not update my blog. well, it is because I'm busy for my exam. and now, exam is OVERRR ! ;) how great is that, huh ?
I sit for my last paper this morning. but I got a 'crazy' dream last night. I dream about things I do after exam. so damn insane. XDD and when I woke up, I did ask myself : Got exam today ? I took almost one minute to answer myself this question. haha
and our class is totally our of control after exam. we have to shout instead of talk to hear out voice cleary. haha * anyway, i still enjoy this crazy moment. and when I came home, I really didn't did anything special. enjoy life. muahahha.

I had plan what will I do these days :
Facebook + MSN + Tumblr + PPS + guitarr !
no books ! haha. well. maybe I'll just study after this.
well, I got a guitar now ! My dad bought it for me ! yayy ! but, actually, it's a bit hard to learn it. my fingers are painful after I played that thingy for only 45 minutes ! OMG ! ==''
anyway, I'll still learn it better :))

that's all for this post. I still got story to share but will post'em after this. :)
* I'm busy right now. busy chatting XD

Loves.