Sunday, October 9, 2016

Sunday @Broga Hill


Broga Hill also known as Bukit Lalang due to its speciality of having lots of couch grass instead of tress along the hill is a well known place for people to hike. It is located in Broga, just a stone's throw away from my university. Thus, it is even more popular for students from UNMC to hike there.

Me as an UNMCian for about three years, had the thought of hiking Broga Hill since I knew the place but never really do it. However, two days ago I was invited by my housemates to hike together this weekend. To be honest, I consider it more than twice before I promise to go along.

For a non-sporty person like me (if you want to categorise people from the scale of 0-10 on how sporty they are, frankly speaking I might even fall into the negative caterogory), this is undoubtedly a challenge. I rarely go for sports and never hike. If you mean walking up and down through "slope" or something like Perkasa Hill back in the little town Tenom then yes I did it quite a few times especially during my childhood period. But talking about the real 'hiking', I have no experience, at all. I even did research on Broga Hill from the Internet, all the reviews, the pictures of the trek, the "must know", the "do and don't", the "N things to prepare" etc. Many of them define it as "beginner level" for hiking which made me feel a lot relieved. In the end, I decided to join as I do not want to have regrets before leaving this little town during my last year here.

I worried a lot the night before. We promised to leave campus at 4:30am so that we are able to enjoy the breathtaking sunrise scene from the peak. It is already a challenging part for me as I don't usually wake up too early, I mean ya I can be awake till 4 it seems normal to me but when it comes to sleep early and wake up early, I am not so sure if I can do that. However, I managed to get up before 4am, with three hours of sleep.

I went there with another four young and ambitious (I am not sure why I chose this word but it suits,anyway) girls. We started hiking once we reached there. Only about 15 minutes later, I started to feel defeated and do not want to continue. They kept encourage me to continue hiking. I couldn't remember how many times I stopped and asked them to go without me. I felt bad for needing them to stop with me and wait for me to get my rest before continue. These beauty souls kept motivate me to continue and did not want to leave me behind, alone. They helped me a lot and cheered me up over and over again.

After all the fights between my poor stamina vs the steep trek, I finally got to the first peak, which I originally intend to reach.
It was still dark before the sunrise. The first empty space that can have a view from top where we only see nothing but rocks, clay and some trees with thin barks before reaching there.

Then, we decided oh no, I mean they decided to hike to the next peak. If you asked me to choose I would say just stop here. But since all of them are still so energetic and I seems like a bit used to the tempo and still can cope with it, I joined them to hike to the next peak. 

It was also still dark up there. We didn't actually take much time to get there as the distance between peaks isn't that far. 

And I guess this is another reason to push the girls once again, to hike further, to the summit. It is indeed harder to hike but we still made it.
It doesn't leave good impression to me as there are a lot of smokers smoking up there made me suffocated with the carbon monoxide all around. To make it worse, it was actually kind of crowded with limited space. I randomly took the picture of signboard showing 'Puncak Bukit Broga' then we left together as it was approaching dawn.

We went down the hill simultaneously with the daybreak. Upon reaching the second peak, it was already shining bright. 


We somehow managed to witness the sunrise, but not a really clear one. The panaromic view on top is attractive. We stopped by and took a lot of pictures together, and selfies of course. I told them I gonna take as much as possible since this is the first time, and might be the only time I ever hike. 


We then continued to go down the hill. Forgot to mention about the crowd went for hiking today. A lot of people were there together, cheering each other up, warning each other to be careful at dangerous steps and helping each other out. I am not sure if the pictures speak for me but the crowd was referred as 'a happening bazaar over there' by us. We even trapped and forced to sit on the rock waiting because we could not go down since people are hiking up and it is a one way route.






 

Going down the hill is comparably easier for me, it went smooth and we reached safe and sound. After breakfast at Semenyih we head back to campus, and I continue sleeping for three hours straight after bathing. And now I guess I really need to get back to my awaiting assignments and works. I had no intention to blog this initially but it is definitely a precious experience which worth a little bit of my time to be sacrificed. 

Hiking is just like our lives, we may face a lot of challenges, obstacles and temptations. We often feel defeated, demotivated or wanted to give up. There will be time others overtake us, or drag us behind. What we can do is only keep our targets straight, leave the worries and negativity aside, then work for it. Do not stop until it happened.
For me I often endure all emotional stress, but the physical one is rare, but I did it today. "Conquer your fear", I remembered I was told by one of my teacher before. This is the attitude we need to apply on daily life, I guess.
So yeah this wrapped up my memorable first hiking experience with the girls! 





Thursday, April 14, 2016

全辩15



辩论绝对不只是对方辩友来对方辩友去的比赛,更像是一种语言的表演。辩论比赛也不是单看场上的交流,当开始筹备、搜集资料、设架构、攻破架构、再重设、定站场、备稿,每一天都已经是比赛。再到场上的交锋,从铺陈、盘问设陷阱、自由辩要攻要守、要留下的印象、要结的站场,每分每秒其实都在较量。懂我们辩论辛苦的人,谢谢你;不懂的人,没关系。

我们诺丁汉大学的辩论队,才成立了半年。队友都说当时是因为有一个“好事之人”去找老师召集人参加全辩。对,就是在讲我。一开始我们陌生,是辩论让慢慢的熟络起来。我们队伍的阵型很少见,4个研究生,2个undergrad。队友年龄经验差距悬殊,依然这样莽撞冲进全辩。然而,无可厚非,他们是我最棒的队友。也很幸运,遇见很棒的教练。

来到大学继续参与辩论,对辩论有了截然不同的见解,同时也学到了更多。从老师身上,和senior身上。他们从不吝啬一起分享心得和窍门。更棒的是,他们不会摆架子,不介意大家融在一块。讨论辩论的时候,我们认真揣摩;其余的时间,我们谈天说笑。虽然大家会互相吐槽,开彼此玩笑,可同时也奠定了深厚的感情基础。

说真的,刚开始和他们一起会有压力。沟通起来担心会有代沟,辩论的时候怕扯他们后腿。可担心真的只是担心。我们可以闲话家常,聊个天南地北;辩论方面他们也常常给我信心,跟我说“就算你不相信自己,也要相信我们是相信你的”。他们知道我因为交通问题常常困在同个地方所以集训后总会带我去不同的地方吃东西。再加上我们辩论队成员几乎都是吃货,渐渐的我们的重点都放在吃东西上。到后来辩论队宗旨好像有点走火入魔了。无论如何,和他们同队真的让我感到无比庆幸。平时可以相处自如,因为知道他们会照顾我;辩论场上可以放心去打,因为知道后面会有人帮我撑着。

这一次比赛更让我看到每个人为这支队伍真的都花了心思。当我们全体在等小组赛成绩的时候,一起筹备的整个过程,真的很棒。当我们16强遗憾败北的时候,大家一起的那种心情。放下比赛包袱后,开始疯狂,似乎不断的在比看谁说的笑话比较好笑,然后就是我们不断的大笑声和各种讽刺的话语甚至模仿。听过别人谈他们队伍的分歧,真的庆幸自己有的这支队伍。原谅我不善表达,可是真心觉得有他们好棒。

我可以骄傲的说,我们和别人不一样。场上场下,我们都有自己的特色。虽然16强止步的确遗憾,但我们从中得到的,已经够多。

或许以后再也听不到,
“有的很老,有的很小,诺丁汉大学 向大家问好”
这样的开场了
不被看好的三线队,升上二线。也让一线的他们记住了我们。已足矣。

我们被迫苦笑说辩论队的命运终究是瓦解,但我们不言弃,只要我们还在,诺丁汉大学辩论队,也还会在。

无论以后我们辩论队的方向会是如何,都再也见不到我们这样的阵型参加比赛了。这种心情的确不好受,但我可以很肯定地说,即使再来一次,我依然会做出一样的选择,因为我们得到的,真的更多。


全辩15,我们的旅程已经落幕。但我依然不愿为这一切画上句点...





 

 

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

小时候爸爸和姐姐看辩论比赛,我不懂,只静静坐着看八位辩手口若悬河;
中学我开始参加辩论,开始觉得自己喜欢辩论,这条路要走下去;
大学先修班,兴致勃勃参与辩论组,无奈了无音讯,总在懊恼怎么我大学没有辩论队;
升上大一,机缘巧合之下,辩论队成立了,更难以置信的是,我正在筹备全辩。

常常有人问我,你怎么会喜欢辩论呢?嗯,或许存粹因为我喜欢说话,喜欢辩论时候的那种感觉吧。

热爱辩论的人很多,热血的人也不少。我曾经自以为我算是热血,可其实我不是。只能说自己有兴趣,喜欢。中学时期,我羡慕西马的辩友可以常常参加比赛打辩论,有更多机会接触种种与辩论有关的活动、资讯。碍于处在东马,华语辩论比赛少得可怜,幸运的话一年两场,否则只剩国会辩。一年一度的国会辩,其他学校可能会考虑是否要参加的一场;却是我们所期待 。只有州赛胜出,我们才有机会参加国赛。我的中学母校辩论组虽然曾经风光,可参与的人总是寥寥无几。看着别人学校需要透过校内比赛征选辩手,比赛可以换人上场,还有一班智囊团、教练,更不提大批支持者。而我们,全员人数屈指可数,能组成一队已经很棒。只有一位指导老师,而辩手是我们,搜集资料是我们,连练习时的计时员也是我们,模拟赛对我们来说简直就是奢望,还记得当时老师会说“站起来讲话的是正方,其他的做反方,不要忘记打岔啊” 。那自由辩呢,不就是我们站站坐坐,三四个人互问互答,有时候还得自己反驳自己的问题。参赛时,由于资金有限,有幸的话就可以带一位候补,不过通常都是三位辩手加上一位老师,四个人的阵型。

尽管如此,所幸中学时期每一年依然有接触辩论,可说获益匪浅。我们辩论实力和别人相比自叹不如,可那份热情却无可厚非,无奈种种限制下热情没得运用。

上了大学情况依然如此,我的大学华文本来就不受欢迎,更别提辩论。我们的辩论队和我中学时期非常相似,可庆幸我依然可以从学习。
全辩,我是从爸爸和姐姐口中得知,他们称它为大专辩论赛。那只是一个我曾经期盼憧憬的舞台,没想过如今实现了。我们自嘲是以“鱼腩队”身份出现,参与此项盛事。这次,我没有抱有任何野心,存有任何奢望;只自在于参与的过程,和从中所学到的。

对辩论的兴趣,始终如一;可对辩论的热忱,大不如前。
或许之前隔了几年没有接触辩论,或许觉得自己力不从心,又或许这些都是借口,我其实根本不算喜欢?或许。我也不解。

可我始终没有后悔参与辩论,更没有后悔继续坚持辩论。因为我知道,若我放弃,那将会成为我的遗憾。

无论这条路的终点站会在哪里,结果将会是如何;我依然庆幸,现在我正走在这条路上。 :)