ACCEPT. What do people think when they saw this word ? I don't know. I just wanna tell something I feel about this word.
Recently, when I face with problems that involved some disgusting people, I try to accept .
I used to blame them or abuse them. But now, I try to accept instead of blaming.
I think : problems caused because of their personality , and I was only unfortunately involved. Why should I blame or abuse them and let my personality becomes so awful as their ?
And the problems cannot been solved by this way. So, I chose accept. Accept them as how they are and try to face problems by the right way.
Then , I found that this is really useful.
I treat people that I really dislike with better attitude. Then , I found that they treat me better as well. I do not know whether they felt that I changed, or they are actually like that, only because of I dislike them before, so I didn't feel it. Anyway, as long as problems can solve in a really easy way : choose accept instead of hate.
For those I really cannot accept, or even already tried to accept , but they are still unbearable, I chose to keep silence. I do not want to comment or say anything about what they do.
I still remember that somebody told me : You keep silence about something or someone, didn't mean that you agree. So, for those I used to quarrel with, don't think that I agree with the way you act, I'm only do not want to comment.
Choose accept or silence instead of hate and blame.
The simplest resolution.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
Lord of Buddha.
O Buddha,
My spiritual master and Refuge,
I seek Your blessings,
Guidance and protection.
The Dhamma,
Holy saints and spiritual teachers,
Bodhisattas,
Dhamma protectors and devas,
I seek Your blessings,
Guidance and protection.
O Blessed one,
Help me to set my heart right,
May my actions and thoughts
reflect your love and wisdom.
Help me overcome my obstacles,
Give me strength to protect the weak.
Let me act with wisdom,love and forgiveness.
May my actions bring hope and comfort,
my speech,harmony and truth,
and my thought,kindness and understanding.
Let me not slacken in my efforts to strive for liberation,
and contribute to the happiness of all beings.
O Buddha,
My spiritual master and refuge,
I thank you for your blessings,
guidance and protection.
The Dhamma,
Holy saints and spiritual teachers,
Bodhisattas,
Dhamma protectors and devas,
I thank you for your blessings,,
guidance and protection.
May the Buddha be at my head,
The Dhamma in my heart,
and the Sangha by my side,
to protect me and guide me always.
Amitabha.
--Quote from 'Buddha Puja' by Datuk Dr.Victor Wee.
My spiritual master and Refuge,
I seek Your blessings,
Guidance and protection.
The Dhamma,
Holy saints and spiritual teachers,
Bodhisattas,
Dhamma protectors and devas,
I seek Your blessings,
Guidance and protection.
O Blessed one,
Help me to set my heart right,
May my actions and thoughts
reflect your love and wisdom.
Help me overcome my obstacles,
Give me strength to protect the weak.
Let me act with wisdom,love and forgiveness.
May my actions bring hope and comfort,
my speech,harmony and truth,
and my thought,kindness and understanding.
Let me not slacken in my efforts to strive for liberation,
and contribute to the happiness of all beings.
O Buddha,
My spiritual master and refuge,
I thank you for your blessings,
guidance and protection.
The Dhamma,
Holy saints and spiritual teachers,
Bodhisattas,
Dhamma protectors and devas,
I thank you for your blessings,,
guidance and protection.
May the Buddha be at my head,
The Dhamma in my heart,
and the Sangha by my side,
to protect me and guide me always.
Amitabha.
--Quote from 'Buddha Puja' by Datuk Dr.Victor Wee.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
AMAZING RACE ? idk.
just came back from school. joined a game that organised by our school's English society.
well. idk what is the name of the game. so well, since it is something like amazing race for me, so okay. let me named it as AMAZING RACE ! lol
well. firstly, like the previous post, i wanna post everything about this activity before i forgot. here the story go.....
a long2 time ago XDD nola. just couple days ago actually :P
tc.Florance came to our class and told us this game will be held. me, on that time, not feeling interesting at all. well, is actually wanna join, but i knw there will be the practise time. so i reject those invitations to join the game.
but, after ymm said the practise is cancelled. and luckily, vincent asked me about this game. only he and farhan. need 2 more members. so i joined. and i invited my BestFriend-- esrine ;)
and, our teacher in our team is tc. Nor Aqilah.
okay well. the game started......
there are 10 stations in this game. can go randomly. not station by station one.
1. we went the basketball court. palyed with the basketball.nothing special here.
2.school field. about to score points and blablabla.nothing special
ohya ! anthony, the one in charged this station asked for our group's name. and we looked at each other. group name ? wat is our group name ? then esrine suddenly said : peace & rock !
and i told this to anthony. lol
i think other groups wont have such weird group name like us. XD
3.went to kerry's station. took off our shoes. and rushed to get 3 watches, 2 handbags and 2 necklace.
4.shirley's station. something about hoops. easily past.
5.delia's question. Truth and Dare. we chose truth. i was the first person to answer this. delia asked : who is the person u like nw, besides messi ?
and my answer : hmmm. i like David Villa, fernando torres, kaka and so on....
delia : seriously !
me : i am serious and honest nw ! i really like them !
delia : .......... *nothing to say*
then vincent . and the last one : tc. aqilah
delia: who is the student u found most annoying all this while ?
tc : hmm. no one
delia : no. should be one.
tc : ohh! tan xin min.
delia : really tc ?
tc : yaa
delia : oh , i love you tc ! *omfg ! i gonna kill u delia !*
after that , i told tc, tc, i'm so sad with ur answer.
and tc looks so happy, and said : i'm lying ! :D *lol. just found that our tc is so cute*
6.canteen. syahirah. nothing special. easy one :P
7.fila's here ! magicolour !
8. maria & donna. i was the one to do some stupid, really stupid actions so that my team members can guess the sentences i got. haha. just so funny, b'coz i'm the stupid one here ! XD
9.henry in 3yakin. the most bored atation, honestly ==''
10. open hall, should be the most fun station. 4 memners should cover their eyes while one will gives instructions to finished the task. actually a short way.but hw sad, we were rushing for time so that got no chance to play. dammit !
as a conclusion, this game is quite fun. but i found that not that challenging compare to the amazing race i joined in the prefects camp. that was in the town while this is only in the school. but anyway, it is still fun ;)
and ohya, our coupons isn't so much. maybe won't win for the game. but anyway, really love my team ! i appreciate u guys ;)
okay. some comments for my teammates. okay ?
vincent-- hmm. we're one gang. so actually nothing so special XD
farhan -- hmm. aan. well. talked a lot with him today. in the game. and he 'dare' to talk to me alrdy. wkakaka
esrine-- haiya . this one. alrdy very closed recently. nothing to comment :PP
and also the cutie tc, thanx 4 accepting our request while reject other's. LOL
we're lucky. other groups haven't found their tc this morning, even they started this task yesterday. us, only wanna try to invite tc, also success :PP
p.s. i found myself changed. become more active in everything ! haha.
i think is good. compare to be so shy like what i used to be. :PP
well. idk what is the name of the game. so well, since it is something like amazing race for me, so okay. let me named it as AMAZING RACE ! lol
well. firstly, like the previous post, i wanna post everything about this activity before i forgot. here the story go.....
a long2 time ago XDD nola. just couple days ago actually :P
tc.Florance came to our class and told us this game will be held. me, on that time, not feeling interesting at all. well, is actually wanna join, but i knw there will be the practise time. so i reject those invitations to join the game.
but, after ymm said the practise is cancelled. and luckily, vincent asked me about this game. only he and farhan. need 2 more members. so i joined. and i invited my BestFriend-- esrine ;)
and, our teacher in our team is tc. Nor Aqilah.
okay well. the game started......
there are 10 stations in this game. can go randomly. not station by station one.
1. we went the basketball court. palyed with the basketball.nothing special here.
2.school field. about to score points and blablabla.nothing special
ohya ! anthony, the one in charged this station asked for our group's name. and we looked at each other. group name ? wat is our group name ? then esrine suddenly said : peace & rock !
and i told this to anthony. lol
i think other groups wont have such weird group name like us. XD
3.went to kerry's station. took off our shoes. and rushed to get 3 watches, 2 handbags and 2 necklace.
4.shirley's station. something about hoops. easily past.
5.delia's question. Truth and Dare. we chose truth. i was the first person to answer this. delia asked : who is the person u like nw, besides messi ?
and my answer : hmmm. i like David Villa, fernando torres, kaka and so on....
delia : seriously !
me : i am serious and honest nw ! i really like them !
delia : .......... *nothing to say*
then vincent . and the last one : tc. aqilah
delia: who is the student u found most annoying all this while ?
tc : hmm. no one
delia : no. should be one.
tc : ohh! tan xin min.
delia : really tc ?
tc : yaa
delia : oh , i love you tc ! *omfg ! i gonna kill u delia !*
after that , i told tc, tc, i'm so sad with ur answer.
and tc looks so happy, and said : i'm lying ! :D *lol. just found that our tc is so cute*
6.canteen. syahirah. nothing special. easy one :P
7.fila's here ! magicolour !
8. maria & donna. i was the one to do some stupid, really stupid actions so that my team members can guess the sentences i got. haha. just so funny, b'coz i'm the stupid one here ! XD
9.henry in 3yakin. the most bored atation, honestly ==''
10. open hall, should be the most fun station. 4 memners should cover their eyes while one will gives instructions to finished the task. actually a short way.but hw sad, we were rushing for time so that got no chance to play. dammit !
as a conclusion, this game is quite fun. but i found that not that challenging compare to the amazing race i joined in the prefects camp. that was in the town while this is only in the school. but anyway, it is still fun ;)
and ohya, our coupons isn't so much. maybe won't win for the game. but anyway, really love my team ! i appreciate u guys ;)
okay. some comments for my teammates. okay ?
vincent-- hmm. we're one gang. so actually nothing so special XD
farhan -- hmm. aan. well. talked a lot with him today. in the game. and he 'dare' to talk to me alrdy. wkakaka
esrine-- haiya . this one. alrdy very closed recently. nothing to comment :PP
and also the cutie tc, thanx 4 accepting our request while reject other's. LOL
we're lucky. other groups haven't found their tc this morning, even they started this task yesterday. us, only wanna try to invite tc, also success :PP
p.s. i found myself changed. become more active in everything ! haha.
i think is good. compare to be so shy like what i used to be. :PP
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Kem Kepimpinan Pengawas Fasa II
wow. firstly ... wanna say a word before starting of this post : A W E S O M E !
i mean the camp. is really nice ;))
in the morning.......
went to school and wait for the pendaftaran.
after that, gt 'lucky draw' to decide which group are you, with who.
me, Afifah and Claudia are in one group. ngeh. Afifah again. but still ok, she's a good leader :)
and some group only consists of 2 ppl. i felt that is funny ! espeacially those only a boy, and a girl ! XD
and the first activity started. omigosh ! its ceramah :(
this is my feeling when i knew that ceramah will be our first activity, and will be in 1 and half hour.
but, when it started. feel enjoy pula. the penceramah is Mr. XX Din from SMT. haha
well. he's quite good in giving talk. sometimes buat lawak lgi. enjoy.
and the point is : his talk can really help !
and psss. his talk was about KEYAKINAN DIRI.
so yeah, i think will try my best on Monday. without script. GO ! XD
then , time of breakfast... nothing special overall.
after that, the most interesting game started ! AMAZING RACE!
i think i wanna share all the things happen. so that i can remember it. is nice
this is a group activity.
firstly , we start form skul. and the task for us is quite easy.
Berdiri di bulatan gelanggang bola keranjang sekolah, tanpa m'ggunakan kompas dan peta, berdiri m'hdp timur, gunakan ilmu Geografi anda, gerak ke arah Barat dan b'gerak hingga ke pagar sekolah. Nyatakan objek yg ada di 2m persegi posisi anda skrg.
and our answer is : pondok sekolah ~ then passed ! go to the next station ~
the clue is about books and etc. too long can't remember :P
then we went to library, we thot will be there, or Victory. but when we reached, there's nobody !
only relized that wwe're wrong ! ==
then , we went to Yun Leong, b'coz we knew that is Teacher Florence's shop. then sure will be there. and our task is : cuci kasut !
we washed the wrong shoes at first, then washed another pair of shoes. and well. passed. next station !
the clue is about those things around the market. when we reached there, we saw Cliff and the gang. then, we asked for our task so that we can get the clue.
but, the Mus guy said they aren't in charging that part. and show the number at his envolopes : no. 5 ! but, since we din found anyone there. we *begged* them to give us the clue. they asked us tho say Hi to everyone in the market ! and how stupid, we did it ! ==
while doing this, we saw another gang of ppl. omg ! they're the one we're searching for !
before we do our task, we're asked to dance ==
we chose nobody. just 'waving' our fingers. ahaa
and our task is only interview those penjual. and easily, passed !
next station, wawasan 2020. to b'cum a waiter of one of the restaurant there !
and they dont allow us to clean the table after ppl left, inly can serve ppl that will come.
while waiting for our customer, Fifa buy us drink. and haha. we're chit-chatting there. not like plying game , at all !
and so pity the next gruop that was waiting for us. well, one group only can do their task after one group had done. meaning to say, only one group can do the task while other should wait.
then, luckily, somebody came. she just tapao. so , we passed again.
next station was swimming pool !
we have to lompat katak and pick garbage there. but still okay.
after done. the Mus guy, again. brought us to the 'field' near the pool.
he told me gt another task. but , well. he is actually wanna give us the envolope ==''
duhh. but still okay. they're caring. after asked us to do those task, those really stupid one. they still keep asking : marah ka ? only they did that. while others, like so happy saw us bullied by them.
the words in the envolope is really 'motivated' us. we're excited !
- Sila balik ke tmpt asal utk menentukan kemenangan anda ! wooo ~
super-duper happy !
at school. awww ! we're the first group ! :DDDD
proud la ni kunun ! LOL
then waited for the others gruop. and shared our stories.
luckily, our tasks are actually easier than their's.
some of them have to go to balia polis, at Bunut ! and Perkasa , hospital and etc.
but their luck lorr. they chose those themselve rite? LOL
but all of us have try our very best ! :D
then gt some fun games. but, due to my stupid leg, cramp at that time, i gt no mood to join. nw regret, coz those games are quite fun . ngeh. anyway, hope gt chance to play those games lorr.
and then LDK. gt nothing special la.
then penyampaian hadiah. our group was the Johan ! :D
really happy with my team. and our yell.
Girls , we can do it !
Girls, we are the best !
Girls, we are the winner ! ;D
went home. took my bath. and slept ! wkakaka.
then dinner. and now posting this. is actually still tired and exhausted.
will sleep after done with this post.
and ohya. forgive me, i'm using such broken eng in this post.
really dont actually knw wat i'm typing . haha
well,this camp is really awesome.it's my very precious memory.
p.s. *that* is so nice :D
hope got chance to join such camp again.
i mean the camp. is really nice ;))
in the morning.......
went to school and wait for the pendaftaran.
after that, gt 'lucky draw' to decide which group are you, with who.
me, Afifah and Claudia are in one group. ngeh. Afifah again. but still ok, she's a good leader :)
and some group only consists of 2 ppl. i felt that is funny ! espeacially those only a boy, and a girl ! XD
and the first activity started. omigosh ! its ceramah :(
this is my feeling when i knew that ceramah will be our first activity, and will be in 1 and half hour.
but, when it started. feel enjoy pula. the penceramah is Mr. XX Din from SMT. haha
well. he's quite good in giving talk. sometimes buat lawak lgi. enjoy.
and the point is : his talk can really help !
and psss. his talk was about KEYAKINAN DIRI.
so yeah, i think will try my best on Monday. without script. GO ! XD
then , time of breakfast... nothing special overall.
after that, the most interesting game started ! AMAZING RACE!
i think i wanna share all the things happen. so that i can remember it. is nice
this is a group activity.
firstly , we start form skul. and the task for us is quite easy.
Berdiri di bulatan gelanggang bola keranjang sekolah, tanpa m'ggunakan kompas dan peta, berdiri m'hdp timur, gunakan ilmu Geografi anda, gerak ke arah Barat dan b'gerak hingga ke pagar sekolah. Nyatakan objek yg ada di 2m persegi posisi anda skrg.
and our answer is : pondok sekolah ~ then passed ! go to the next station ~
the clue is about books and etc. too long can't remember :P
then we went to library, we thot will be there, or Victory. but when we reached, there's nobody !
only relized that wwe're wrong ! ==
then , we went to Yun Leong, b'coz we knew that is Teacher Florence's shop. then sure will be there. and our task is : cuci kasut !
we washed the wrong shoes at first, then washed another pair of shoes. and well. passed. next station !
the clue is about those things around the market. when we reached there, we saw Cliff and the gang. then, we asked for our task so that we can get the clue.
but, the Mus guy said they aren't in charging that part. and show the number at his envolopes : no. 5 ! but, since we din found anyone there. we *begged* them to give us the clue. they asked us tho say Hi to everyone in the market ! and how stupid, we did it ! ==
while doing this, we saw another gang of ppl. omg ! they're the one we're searching for !
before we do our task, we're asked to dance ==
we chose nobody. just 'waving' our fingers. ahaa
and our task is only interview those penjual. and easily, passed !
next station, wawasan 2020. to b'cum a waiter of one of the restaurant there !
and they dont allow us to clean the table after ppl left, inly can serve ppl that will come.
while waiting for our customer, Fifa buy us drink. and haha. we're chit-chatting there. not like plying game , at all !
and so pity the next gruop that was waiting for us. well, one group only can do their task after one group had done. meaning to say, only one group can do the task while other should wait.
then, luckily, somebody came. she just tapao. so , we passed again.
next station was swimming pool !
we have to lompat katak and pick garbage there. but still okay.
after done. the Mus guy, again. brought us to the 'field' near the pool.
he told me gt another task. but , well. he is actually wanna give us the envolope ==''
duhh. but still okay. they're caring. after asked us to do those task, those really stupid one. they still keep asking : marah ka ? only they did that. while others, like so happy saw us bullied by them.
the words in the envolope is really 'motivated' us. we're excited !
- Sila balik ke tmpt asal utk menentukan kemenangan anda ! wooo ~
super-duper happy !
at school. awww ! we're the first group ! :DDDD
proud la ni kunun ! LOL
then waited for the others gruop. and shared our stories.
luckily, our tasks are actually easier than their's.
some of them have to go to balia polis, at Bunut ! and Perkasa , hospital and etc.
but their luck lorr. they chose those themselve rite? LOL
but all of us have try our very best ! :D
then gt some fun games. but, due to my stupid leg, cramp at that time, i gt no mood to join. nw regret, coz those games are quite fun . ngeh. anyway, hope gt chance to play those games lorr.
and then LDK. gt nothing special la.
then penyampaian hadiah. our group was the Johan ! :D
really happy with my team. and our yell.
Girls , we can do it !
Girls, we are the best !
Girls, we are the winner ! ;D
went home. took my bath. and slept ! wkakaka.
then dinner. and now posting this. is actually still tired and exhausted.
will sleep after done with this post.
and ohya. forgive me, i'm using such broken eng in this post.
really dont actually knw wat i'm typing . haha
well,this camp is really awesome.it's my very precious memory.
p.s. *that* is so nice :D
hope got chance to join such camp again.
Friday, August 6, 2010
teehee :)
oh yeah. exam is over.
but, troubles is coming ==
fuhhh. anyway.
don wanna talk about that first.
wanna keep my happy mode :)
hmmp. 2morrow will go to camp ! camp ? yes. can be say do
kem kepimpinan pengawas fasa kedua !
yayyy !
will be fun, perhaps ;DD
hope will enjoy there ~
c ya '
but, troubles is coming ==
fuhhh. anyway.
don wanna talk about that first.
wanna keep my happy mode :)
hmmp. 2morrow will go to camp ! camp ? yes. can be say do
kem kepimpinan pengawas fasa kedua !
yayyy !
will be fun, perhaps ;DD
hope will enjoy there ~
c ya '
Sunday, August 1, 2010
fuhh. blah
hmm. i got things to share actually.
much, i mean
but , super-duper busy recently.
problems annoy me much. anyway,
i think will settle all things after exam.
gt a nice quote to share :
Once we choose HOPE, everything is POSSIBLE .
nice aite ? well, at least it hink it is meaningful one =)
and ohya. about quote :
me recently love a quote that can really motivate me.
NO PAIN NO GAIN !
life goes on.
opps. sry yaa. this is really a pointless post. blah
anyway. hope you guys enjoy ur day :)
much, i mean
but , super-duper busy recently.
problems annoy me much. anyway,
i think will settle all things after exam.
gt a nice quote to share :
Once we choose HOPE, everything is POSSIBLE .
nice aite ? well, at least it hink it is meaningful one =)
and ohya. about quote :
me recently love a quote that can really motivate me.
NO PAIN NO GAIN !
life goes on.
opps. sry yaa. this is really a pointless post. blah
anyway. hope you guys enjoy ur day :)
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