Hello holiday :D

Finally, exam is over ! Don't ask me how the exam is. The first exam as a Form Four student. Well, I just don't want to talk about that anymore. Today, after hand in the last paper, smiled so broadly. Then turned around to find some 'victim' to play with. Classmates behind me became my target.

"Heyy, we still got BIO paper later."

"Whatt ? Don't lie Ann, don't lie."

"No, I mean seriously. Teacher said that our result were so awful, she will give another paper. About experiments that we have done."

"HAHAHA, really ? Then why we don't know ? And excuse me, where is your BIO book ?"

"Duhh, she told me yesterday after school. I can't contact you guys. And yeah, I'm so confident for BIO, then why should I bring the f*kin heavy book ? "

"Yeah, whatever. Just lemme FAILED that. "

After recess, of course, there is no test. Then they stared at me and ask, "Heyy, Ann, why you don't take your exam ? BIO paper isn't ? " A piece of silence, then, all of us laughed. Enjoy chating and laughing like no one cares during the last two periods. Buddies from the next door came and gossip a lot. Life's just so great without doing anything serious. baahhaa.

Well, even though exam is over, and it's holiday now. I still got tones of work to be done. Actually plan to relax today, but yeah, no time for me to do so. Rush to do something tonight. But nevermind, I know that worth.

Plan in my holiday :

- Finish reading 3 novels. ohyeah ! :D

- Homework =\

- HK Drama ! :)

- etc. etc. etc.

ohyaa, can't wait for the camp ! Aww, I'm sure that will be so fun !

*unless I can bath ALONE and in a group with people I know * ><

追求渺茫的成就

突然地觉得，很多时候，人都很渺小，很微弱。

有多少人，真的能让世界因为有了他，而有一点点的不一样？

有多少人，真的能够名垂千史？刚刚读过Chemistry, 拿个例子，当时 John Dalton 提出他的atomic theory 时，或许受万人追捧，但后来，不也一样又有 JJ Thomson 的新theory 吗？

即使现在有了影响全世界的贡献，也不保不会被改变、代替、淘汰，不是吗？

当我们在自豪自己小小的成就时，有多少人已经超越我们，站在前锋？

要和周围的人竞争，或许不难；但要和世界竞争，真的做得到吗？

我们竞争的目的，到底是什么？是要寻求进步，最后出人头地？

一生中我们不断跟时间赛跑，甚至有时候忘了自我。

就算最后得到了自己一直以来梦寐以求的，那份自认是"最好"的成就时，会不会迟疑，其实它并没有真的很好？得到了，又如何？世界又不会因为这样而改变。

或许很多时候，我们都在追求着别人追求的一切，因为身边的人都在做，自己不做，就落下了，就跟不上了？或许我们真的不了解自己的宗旨，自己为什么会选择做一件事。

读书，或是求学，为的是什么？或许我思想真的还不够成熟，我只为了自己的未来，所以把书读好。我想许多人都和我一样。但既然是为了自己，为什么我们还会觉得读书很累，很烦人？

我记得我在一篇作文中写过，学生对求学丧失兴趣是因为不了解求学的主要目的。真可笑，我自己，也不见得了解。更可笑的是，不了解，偶尔对学习也会缺乏兴趣，却也一样奋不顾身的要考好成绩。或许很多时候，我们自己，都不了解自己，也不知道，自己为了什么，要的是什么。

人，真的很微不足道，在一个地方、一个社会、一个国家、一个世界、还有那浩瀚无际的宇宙。我们很渺小，很微弱。或许我们，什么都不是。

Baby.

Yes, as in the title baby. My dear a.k.a Yayas ;)

I decided to make a post for her as she is one of my most important one.

She is a true friend for me. Never quarrel, never angry at each other. I think we are what best friends stand for.She is the one stay with me, comfort me whenever I got problem. She suggest solutions for me, she understands my situation. She is the one I can randomly chat any topic with. The one I can laugh, joke and even cry in front of her. She is the one I willing to share my secrets with, and never worry that others will get know, she will never spread those, I'm sure.

We were friends since three years ago. She is my first friend I made on the first day when I was in Form One. We play together, laugh together,go insane together, we make it all ours. I'm so blessed to have such good friend in my life. I appreciate her. I hope we will stand a forever friendship, I love you, baby.

Yes, we call each other BABY ;)

Feel weird ? Who cares ? We are gayypren :P

And yeah, I love the unique wall greeting on my birthday Babe ! Thanks a lot ! :D

搞妥了 :D

很长很长的故事， 经历很多很多事，流了很多很多泪，骂了很多很多次，事情总算如原本我被承诺的一般。因为有了这责任，加上自己原本的那份热诚，还有那要证明自己能力的执着，所以要求自己把每一件根这有关系的事都要做好。

不在乎别人怎么不屑，怎么讽刺，怎么不支持，至少我们都尽力做到最好了。庆幸反应不会太差，至少我认为我们做得比你们去年干的每件事来得好，我真的这么认为。

反正现在我们都名正言顺的办事，没必要去在乎你们的闲言闲语。你们才知道那感觉不好受吧？我告诉你：你们去年对我们更差！我们更不好受！

恕我们不会去刻意讨好你们，迁就你们，就如你们怎么对我们一样！

我们这次已经成功了，你等着看我们接下一起创造的更多成功！包括你们所办不到的，我们都行！

谢谢我的死党，无论如何都支持我的你们，我知道，因为我，你们也被牵涉，无端端要被针对，要被当成问题学生。但我真的很感激，你们的不离不弃，你们依然留下，跟我一起完成一切。对你们很不公平我知道，因为从去年开始，只有我的承诺被兑现，你们甚至感到被欺骗。但相信我，你们的付出，你们的能力，一定不会白费。明年，承诺明年，我们就能达到我们所要的。真的很感激你们，就像这一次的活动，自己身兼多职，结果很多都只交代你们，但一样也做得很好。你们很棒，一定会被赏识，你们的能力，就是你们最好的武器！

还有T老师，从别人口中听说你很难搞，可相处起来却不然。谢谢你的支持，还有帮我们扛下那剩下的一盒，无论如何感谢感激，希望接下来我们的相处愉快，合作无间！

p.s. 不好意思，我知道不知情的人很难了解 :P

School.

School. Yeah. I'm Form Four this year. 4 Sopan 2012.

2 weeks to school. Nothing so special actually. But really, this year is a busy year. A lot of things to be done in the first day, and of course the following days. Stayed back at school for several days during the last 2 weeks for decorations at the school hall and class. Live as a 16 soon ? oh yes, very soon >< I'm old. OMG ._.

Ya, about this 'old' issue.

Last Thursday, went around the school and classes to explain something. When I talked in one of the Form one classes, a lil boy raised his hand and said : Kak, tak faham kak.

OMG, he called me KAK ! That moment, I felt I'm OLD. seriously :(

Anyway, will enjoy my life and live as a sixTEEN ! ;D